what more can i say...

well..
today it's just a whirl load of feelings..
it's a swing that I can't even take it..
seriously..
but seriously serious, I don't know why my own sibling just seems to dislike mie, and may b he even hates mie...
i've been constantly being called a 'bitch'...
and somehow, I feel like as if my presence seems to be a bother to him..
well, what more can I do...
my life is still long..
but I do hope that God will shorten it..
so that I won't be a bother to him anymore..
yup, ANYMORE..
think that's the time that he'll appreciate mie just the way that everyone, yearns to be appreciated..
the time that he has no one to call a 'bitch'..
no one that will ask him 'hey let's go out with mie'...
no one that will ask him 'hey what're u doing'..
no one that will disturb him when he's on the phone with his gurlf or while he's playing game...
totally... NO ONE...