i fail to understand...

this happened yesterday...

when the 3 of us decided to sit somewhere and talk..

like kind of a 'heart to heart' talk..

more like a girls' talk..

ok.. 1 question was posted to mie..

"what's ur criteria in ur dream guy...?"

hmm ok.. it's not an easy question..

like really not easy..

so okay luh..

i gave my 1st answer.. "someone who is not clingy"

thought that that answer will just b given a nod.. since it's my decision..

but HUH... it was being commented instead.. and it was not something that i expected..

the comment was.. "wait till u fall in love.. a few days of not seeing each other will be something that u dread a lot.."

hmm.. okay.. but what if im still okay..?

i know u're the type who cant live without a guy being with u..

or may b it's just my feelings since i've been single all my life and freedom is really mine..

where i want to go, what i want to do, who i want to talk to and go with, when i want to do my stuffs, why i want to do certain things, are all up to mie..

but seriously, there are sure certain things that i was not happy with when i go out with them...

not like how it used to be..

well, actually, i wasnt happy all along...

but i had to bottle up everything for i dont want to hurt people's feelings...

and seriously, i want to lead my own life without people telling mie what to do and what not to do..

seriously, i still find that someone whom i've been friends with since sec school is the one who can somehow understand mie..

although for sure there are certain things that i dont really like.. but it's okay for mie..