hahahah.. love..?

yes..

i'm sitting here..

wondering..

wondering about feelings and matters of the heart..

i still dont know..

what is true love..

even, i dont know what is love..

i fail to understand what is love..

right now, i still dont know...

why this sudden appearance of this particular person in my life...

he suddenly appeared in my life and is like putting high hopes to b in love with mie..

may b not true love..

but temporarily in love with mie..

i seriously dont know if it'll turn out well..

and im still confuse to either accept him to b in my life or not.

hmmm.. the phase of growing out of my comfort zone..

i think, for this few days, i've been giving the hope..

the hope that, i hope will not break his heart if i were to reject him due to my unreadiness to b in a relationship with someone...

but there are times when i think again..

until when will i not b ready to be in a relationship..

dear you,

i hope that u dont put too much hope into being in a relationship with mie..

i would not like to break ur heart..

it's painful to break someone's heart.. because it'll break my heart as well..

i hope we can just be pretty normal friends.. platonic friendship, so called..

it's not the looks that i go for..

but the answer is in my heart..

and i fail to pour out what i'm feeling all this while..

sorry, you...