tuesdae...260808

life has 2 go on no matter wad...
mai 3 weeks will b filled wif tiring attachments at SGH...
seriously speaking,i kinda dunt really like SGH environment...
dunnoe y coz i dunnoe y...
its obvious...
dare was once wen sumbody said dat ALL da SGH nurses r like models...
but wen i'm dare... i dunt tink so...
coz i tink da sumbody muz have been admiring herself only...
tink she so pretty meh...
mai mum more pretty....
sum of them oso quite big n not so beautiful like wad sum1 said...
2 bad lors...
i juz wish dat da attachment will end super soon...
coz i juz cant stand it...
now i tink i dunt wanna take nursing as a job coz i dunt tink its in mai soul...
i juz dunnoe y...
i tink sumbody muz make mie wake up frm mai dream...
i juz dunnoe wad i realy wanna b...
haiz...piple got ambition ardy i dunt hav...
so poor ting...
i juz cant decide mai own future...
ok lahs...enuff bout mai future n maiself..


riched home 2dae at 5...
changed clothes n went 2 da kitchen 2 look fer any food...
so dare r sum food fer mie...
after eating, i took sum water fer maiself..
i felt so dehydrated after a dae at da hospital....
wen i was pouring sum water, i heard stoopid a fellow playing da stoopid hockey under mai block...
so i decided 2 shut 'OI !' frm mai house as mai house is on da 2nd floor...
ok...i tink u all will call mie impatient if i tell u like dis only...
da actual story is dat da fellow plays his hockey by ramming his hockey ball 2 da wall..da sound will surely bounce back n up rite...
then, wen i was shouting, mai dad scolded mie fer shouting at da fellow...
i was like so irritated wif da fellow then mai dad scolded mie...
another stoopid 1...
he's like taking on side of da fellow...
fish lahs...
juz hate dis type of piple...
i was like swearing n swearing...
juz cant stand it...


k lah piple...
if i live like dis olwaes, i tink i'll die young...
k lahs...
take care all...

sundae...240808

a sundae...
haahhash...
at last got a time 2 update u all wif mai life...
ahahhsh...
in da morning till noon, i did da usual sundae tings...


ytd was like so much fun...
not bad lahs thoughs...
hahahs...
went 2 hougang mall 2 get sum stuff in da afternoon...
quickly went home 2 change n then off we go 2 danish's burfdae bash...
danish is mai 1st nephew...da son of mai cozin...hahahhs...
he's cute n cheeky..
a bit tuff 2 take care though coz he's like super active...
hahahahsh...
love him a lot...
cutie danish...
he juz got a brother a few munths ago...his name is darwisy...
another cute lil baby...
noe wad??? he slept wen i pat him in da butt ytd...
hahahhas..
i tink babies will remain like dat till they grow 2 mai age...
kena force sleep then i go sleep...
hahhsh...



wad i still rmb is thursdae..
its like so much fun going out wif mai frens...
coz i tink i've been staying at home 2 much..
hahahahs....
actually da main idea was a class outing...
n it's like having lunch as a class...
but da sad ting is dat only 9 turned up although annabel was late...
haahhsh...
i n jess met in bus 88 on da wae 2 pasir ris mrt...
then we took da mrt 2 jurong east..
there, we met siti, adele , ting ting n ...
so ya we waited a wile fer nana 2 come...
then we walked all da wae 2 imm 2 have our lunch wif our dear dr may...
hahahhs...
met wif dr may we discussed on ware have our lunch...
then FISH & CO. was suggested...
actually i have a heavy heart of having our lunch dare coz frm wad i noe is dat FISH & CO sells BEER...
so its like i have 2 ask forgiveness frm god fer eating dare although i dint drink da beer...
i ordered FISH & CHIPS coz i juz dunt feel secure 2 eat other food dare...
hahahsh...
but 2 tell u da truth... da food dare kinda sux...
it juz dun taste rite...
im so sick of eating it after only a wile...
then dr may have 2 leave us fer a dental apptmnt...
but bfer she went she paid fer our food...
hahhhs...
after dat jess, nana, n bel went 2 talk 2 at sum1....
siti, adele n mie went 2 ARIES 2 window shop...
but dawindow shop turned out 2 b small shopping session as we bought sum accessories fer ourselves...
haahshhs...
gurls r meant 2 b gurls...
we juz cant refrain ourselves frm buying aniting dat is 'so into us'
hahahas...
then after dat we went 2 daiso 2 look at sum stuffs...
we even met a chinese celebrity dare...
ahahhahahs...
after a wile...
we went 2 jec...jurong entertainment centre...
it was like fun dare...
1st we went 2 pool...dats like mai opportunity 2 learn how 2 pool...
it's kinda fun n we luffed n luffed...
then we took 2 rounds of neoprints...
posing is like into us especially mie...
i juz cant refrain maiself frm not posing in front of any camera...
hahahhs...
mai phone will b da 1st...
ahahahahhs...
so its like so much fun wif mai frens ard....
TANX GURLS!!!!
adele's planning fer another 1 rite , dele...??
i tink it'll b suitable if we go on a dae in da last week bfer sch reopens...
RITE, GURLS??? !!!!


so all of u take care n have a whole loads of fun n tiredness during da upcoming attachment...!!!
hahahahs..
mine starts 2mr...!!!

wednesdae..200808...

da date 2dae is kinda nice 2 look at...
200808...u c its like 2008 twice...hahhaahs...
lame lahs....
okies...
exams ended 2dae....!!!
but juz got a super backache...!!!
dats like urg stoopid...
juz about 2 enjoy maiself... tink study 2 much ardy lahs...
slept at 1230 ytd n woke up at 430am 2 finish up da last few chapters in PAS...
tink gonna screw up dat paper...
hahhhsahs...
i oso dun really noe wad i'm duing...
so i juz crap on da paper...but still got a bit of sense lahs...
hahahahs...crap but got sense... kinda funny...
going fer lunch as a class 2mr... i juz dunnoe wads it gonna b like 2mr...
coz dare'll b sum1 hu i juz cant stand at all..
but heard dare will b a confrontation 2mr...by mai dear frens...
i juz cant get da mood of confronting dat sum1 2mr...
i muz get da anger n bad mood in order 2 liven up mai bad looks...
but i dunnoe if i can...
hahahahs...

attachments coming next week...!!!
nervous lahs...coz its like they expect u 2 noe most of da tings ardy...
so its like kinda funny...
kinda super scared...!!!!
sum1 plz help mie kick mai fear awae...
hahaahhs...
dare'll b no1 hu can help mie except fer maiself...
rite guys???
hahahhahs....
kz loved ones...
happy holidaes or happy attachments...

saturdae...090808...

wah...
its quite a long time since i getta post in an entry...
bout 1 month...dats a long time...so busy lahs...
going 2 have mai exams soon...2 b precise in bout less than a week....
have 2 study ardy..
cant play ard 2 much..
been having fun after got used 2 da poly life...
its quite nice...
even getta noe a wide variety of humans...
BACKSTABBERS...STORY TELLERS...HYPOCRITES...
i juz cant stand it sumtimes...how i wish i juz culd teach them a lesson dat'll make them rmb dat their characters will result them in getting dis type of treatment...
u noe...i juz regret being frens wif dis type of pple...
i've met 1 hu has all dis type of characters...its like being 3-in-1...like instant coffee sia...
u noe as a result i was also called a HYPOCRITE by dis sum1...i did nothing wrong 2 dis person but was called HYPOCRITE...
da moment i gotta noe bout it tru mai fren...mai blood was boiling n i olmos fainted in da bus...
i was damn angry...n at dat moment, i juz wished dat i have da god bros n sis dat culd help mie...
i feel like beating dis person up..but wen i tink bout it again,it culd destroy mai life n future..
but 1 dae i'll confront dis person...i tink it'll b 1 dat culd embarrasse dis person...
coz sum pple muz learn tru da hard wae...so i tink i'll make it hard...SUPER HARD...
hahhahhsh...

so i tink i muz go ardy...
may b i'll not update u all in dis 2 weeks...
coz i haven start studying...
muz start ardy lahs...

tuesdae...080708

wah...!!
quite a long time since i get da chance 2 write a post...
been bz lahs...
attachments fer 2 weeks ardy made me tired enuff
til i'm like so lethargic
n hav lil energy 2 du mai usual stuff...
u noe i have 2 work frm 830 to 430...
n our work is 2 stand at a corner n watch wad da nurses do...
learning by observation...


da 2nd week was at hougang polyclinic...
tot it was fun...
but u noe da nurses were like bullies..
n their mouth juz cant resist frm gossipping..
sum even gossip bout mie n a fren in front of us...
dat type of attitude is like shit man...
sad 2 sae they r enrolled nurses...
sorry..but i'm not saeing dat all enrolled nurses r like dis...
but do tink bout others' feelings as well...
dunt tink dat u're ardy a nurse u can sae bad tings bout others...
excuse mie...
its not as if u've nvr been a paranoid bfer...
its not as if u've not been a student nurse bfer...
its not as if u can master da nursing skills wen u're still a foetus...
dis type of attitude is like DISGUSTING!!!
y cant they juz watch wad they r saeing...
dat was da 3rd dae...


on da 1st dae...
we had orientation early in da morning...
it was frm 830 to bout 1230..
our lunch was at 1...
den we were asked 2 go 2 different rooms...
mie n fren had 2 go fer da pap smear room...
so juz went in n tried 2 b frenly 2 da nurse in charge in da room...
den 1 pm arrived...
i asked fer permission 2 go fer lunch...
u noe wad she did???!!
she shouted " u want go fer lunch go lah!!!! "
den she slammed da table as if we were disturbing her...
so wad ever...
i n fren went out n i had even had da time 2 show her mai gangster side of face...
hahhs...

u noe mie...
i hate it wen pple were like showing stupid attitudes wen we did nuting wrong...
fer da whole week i dint even greet her or smile at her wen we met...
i juz showed da gangster face dat sum pple were afraid of last time...
hahahhhhs...

da other daes was like ok fer mie...
i like da room by which we were welcomed by da nurses...
it meant dat they were like happy 2 teach us wad they noe...
da feeling is like nice n heartwarming...

on da last dae...
hahhahahs...
mie n fren were asked 2 go into da diabetic foot n eye screening room...
i was told dat 1 of da nurses inside is like having attitude problem...
so u noe lah wad i'll do...
i went in , smiled n greet her good morning...
den u noe wad she did???!!
she smiled not sincerely...
its as of we were irritating her...
so wad ever...
den i juz went 2 a corner n read sum tings bout how diabetic foot screening...
so got infos here n dare...
den frm dat on i showed da attitude face dat sum pple will b afraid of lahs..
hahahhs...
guess wad..
da nurse da i greeted was kinda felt funny wen she looked at mai face...
i tink she's a lil bit afraid by da attitude dat i showed...
hahahhass...
so wad ever...
serve her rite fer being 2 arrogant n tot dat i'm da type dat can b bullied 1 ahs...
hahhaahhahs...
now u noe hu i m...


but frm dare i learnt dat we shuld not b arrogant wen we have da skills...
alwaes b rdy 2 educate others wen they need da skills or help frm us....

so readers plz...
wen u have da skills...
do teach others hu need dem...

so long fer now...
have 2 go now...
take care all...

fridae...270608

1st week of attachment...
was tiring but fun n gained experiences here n there...
started 2 cam whore olmos aniware in da places...
hahahahs...

1st 2 daes i was posted 2 st andrew's community hospital...
gotta noe new pple...rahayu, julie, farihin, glenn, syafik...
n getta bond wif da group mates...jessica, dominic, eileen
nice pple...
tot da place is gonna b interesting....but it wasn't...
it was 1 of mai bad experience during attachment...
we didnt getta do aniting...dat part i understand coz we're new...
but da bad part will b da unfrenliness of da staff n enrolled nurses dare...
dey were like ignoring us...n kinda dislike us if compared 2 da advanced dip nurses frm nyp..
jessica, rahayu n mie get da same lvl...
however we were like sooo bored dat we walked frm 1 end of da lvl 2 another end...
till mai feet aches wen i riched home...
hahahahs...

da 3rd dae was at hpb...health promotion board...
was fun...getta meet all mai close frens...fariana, annabel...
ended at bout 11 pluz...
den we went fer lunch...da 5 of us...
dom, rauf, fariana, annabel, mie n adele...
went 2 harbourfront food centre...

4th n 5th dae...
posted 2 st luke's eldercare centre...used 2 b known as tung ling eldercare centre...
getta meet... dom, glenn, julie n a new fren...izzalina aka lyn...
dis time round we were asked 2 help around coz dey dunt rilli have a lot of workers 2 help dem...
so learned how 2 b more patient wif da aged...
had 2 hold their hands wen they're walking frm 1 point 2 another...
we had a lot of free time...so dares nuting else dat we culd do...
so we CAM WHORED...!!!
hahahahs...
juz cant resist frm not taking ani pix...
its part of our lives ardy...
hahahahs...

so peeps out dare...
its d end of mai story fer dis week...
so take lots of care all...

*zazziezannah*

sundae...150608...

da mid of june ardy...
n its da dae dat marks mai age of 17 yrs 4 munths...
hahahas...
so fast...
quite bz yesterdae....
went fer a dae's trip 2 m'sia...
was really fun...
went 2 mai maternal great grandmother's place...
only a village...
but dat is ware da fun is...
so many tings 2 do...
a 3 hrs trip wifout breakfast is quite a torture...
mai aunt came n fetch us frm home at bout 9...
went 2 tuas checkpt...
at a point...we saw 2 line of cars...
ouh a traffic jam...
a bad 1...
mai uncle took da left lane..
since his car has an attached mini tv..
he opened a movie fer us 2 watch...
was nice...
in da line fer about 1 hour ardy...
we saw cars going in another empty lane...
tot dat their going another wae...but u noe wad dey did???
dey cut a queue by going in front of any car dat dey want wen we have 2 move up..
soo stupid..only noe how 2 cut queues only...
s'poreans kiasuness is a killer...
dun wanna go 2 da back of da queue line...
wad ever....
ended da wait after 1 1/2 hours...
den mai uncle drove up 2 da resting place nearby...da gelang patah rest place...
hahahs...funny name...its called 'broken bracelet' in malay...
hahahas....
da whole place was packed...
so mai uncle juz bought us some buns n teh tarik...
not bad...
den drove fer 2 hrs pluz 2 da village...
found a corner 2 sit n dares like so many 2 weeks old kittens...
hahahs...getta play wif da kittens...
2 whites,1 striped black n 1 full black...
so adorable...
wen i was watching da television...1 of da whites came 2 mai lap n slept...
hahahhs...
not forced by mie like wad mai bro did...
after 2 hours dare...mai cozins asked if we culd go 2 da nearby hot spring...
mai uncle agreed n drove us dare...
da unfortunate ting is dat they r cleaning up da pond so we dint managed 2 getta play in da water...
so after a wile we went back 2 da house...
i juz went back n played wif da kittens wif mai mum's youngest cousin...
den it's dinner time...da best time...
mai mum's aunt had prepared us cabbage soup,fried fish n super nice sambal..
juz cant resist frm having another helping...
after having dinner...it was time fer us 2 go back 2 s'pore...
everyting dat starts will come 2 an end...
on da wae back...an incident happened...
we were happily talking happily in da car wen a car zoomed past n suddenly skidded n turned bout 270 degrees...
luckily mai uncle was driving slowly..so he pulled an emergency brake..
luckily dat particular car did not went into da downward slope...
if not i dunnoe wad 2 sae ardy...
huhs...


so getta go buy meal ardy...
hhaahs...
bubbyes...