the last day before..

hmm..

the last day before i stomp my feet on the hospital's floors..

and cause disaster..

man... heavy heart

new environment.. new stuff-to-do...

new bunch of people.. new expectations..

almost evryting is new.. its just the same old mie..

whenever its time for attachment, my heart will olwaes b damn heavy..

heavy to leave the holidays... having fun on my own..

do my own stuff.. though i was staying at home all time..

man.. please.. someone please tell mie that attachment's gonna b fun...

as in fun means that no one ignores the students.. students are treated well...

sometimes, wen i go for attachment..

i wonder.. y SOME people just seems to 'not like' the presence of students..

whereas they were once students..

its not as if when they were born, they were trained by their parents to be a nurse and when its time to get a job, they go for an interview and straight away, they get the job..

one step at a time.. as goes the song..

i tink that the world is really full of politics..

what ever u do, wherever u go, whoever u mix with..

its all the same.

hmms..

k babes.. going now..

will update tomorrow if possible on how my first day goes..

ciaos..

xoxo

the lover,

zazziezannah

wednesday.. 09.12.09

hmms...

nothing much happen today..

seems to be dreaming of being attached..

hahahas..

seems to be feeling kinda lonely..

coz im not the type where evrywhere and anywhere i go got frens..

im the type who can stay at home for 24/7

hahahs.. confession made

haha..

had a splitting headache on the right side which lasted for like olmost an hour..

hmms... had it for a few times since..

but decided to keep quiet bout it...

hmms..

k lah..

going now..

>>zazziezannah<<

tuesday.. 08.12.09

hmms

having holiday rite now..

2 weeks only...

urgh..!! idiot..

just want a longer holiday..

hahah... being greedy bout holiday..

whatever..

been in the mood for love or dates..

just dunnoe y... think i've been too lonely for a long time..

super long to be exact.. 18 years of living..

other people.. must have been changing a lot of partners..

just dunnoe y... tink i'm too shy ard peeps...

hahahs..

tink need to open up my mind ardy but it's olwaes the same..

hhahah.. met dr. love.. she has a lot of experiences..

hahahah.. getting closer to her i think..

been reading girl guides online too..

just to give me the brief idea bout wad life is when u're attached with someone..

hahaha.. just wish that this loneliness will be killed one day..

but i noe it may take a super damn long..

hmmm..

kz peeps.... until here i'm gonna pour out my feelings..

>>zazziezannah<<

wednesday.. 02.12.09

wednesday..

the week i'm having common test.. term test.. some sort like that

n having this flu at the same time..

making my eyes very very damn heavy..

which means that i need to sleep

but study is my priority

sleep later..

but the books are making my eyes heavier..

haiz..

but y flu??? y now??

urgh..!!!

help mie...!!!!!!