friday.. 30.10.09

Life have been busy for me..
Assignments have been flowing in like water..
This is the life being in a poly..
Which is so expected..
In the end, we'll still be having common tests and exams..
Kinda unfair but its the reality..

My feelings..
Have been having the ups and downs..
But i think i may not have shown it..

I just don't know why I've been having this "I need you" feeling..
However, I know that certain people that I dream of spending the time with, does not have this feeling towards me..
Hahahas..
Reality..
My life have been filled with dreams and fantasies of being with the one i would like to be with..
Love songs just want to make me cry sometimes..
Cause i just remembered that you don't need me anymore..

... the dreamer ...
zazziezannah

thursday... 221009

hmms..

4 days since school started..

kinda miss holiday..

wish to have longer holiday..

timetable..hmms dont like it except for thursday and friday

hmm.. Z.A.F.A .. haha kinda miss the times when we spent the 1 whole year together..

now only the Z and F are in the same class.. the As had separated..

but still meet for lunch sometimes..

hmms..

ok.. just wanna pour out my feelings today..

just dunnoe y this feeling keep coming and haunting my heart and mind..

had tried forgetting the times we spent together but i came back again, begging mie not to throw it away like i wish i could..

now its making mie confused over what i am feeling for this particular person..

i noe that we are in two different worlds..

urgh..!!

just wish that i could do some brain wash and forget all the times when i helped u, talked to u...

i noe that i'm the type who is hard to be approached.. but plz dun blame mie..

and i m neither blaming u..

coz it's just my nature.. just dunnoe y..

tink i just dunt feel comfortable when talking to peeps...

urgh..!!

oh God, plz give mie the confidence and courage to talk to other humans..

i m no different from them.. they are humans too and so i m..

why m i being so afraid of humans..??

urgh..!!

haiz..

just dunnoe what to say about myself.. its just my nature and i need to change it before stepping into the world of career..

coz my career needs my mouth..

haha..

kz..

will blog again soon..!!

hehehes..

= zazziezannah =