1 moment u're extremely happy, another moment u feel like killing urself..
hmms..
i do have that feeling too..
hmms..
coz sometimes a confidante may not be a perfect confidante..
it applies to me too..
i'm short-tempered..
have kinda bad mood swings somtimes...
feel like purposely jay walking in front of a speeding car n then, the next moment.. I'M DEAD!!
hmms...
juz dunnoe y..
wen im happy oso im not extremely happy..
im happy only wen im being attached to myself.. n not wif other people ard..
im happy wif talking to myself..
im happy wif talking to the mirror...
n lastly, im happy wif talking to my 3 stuff toys that's on my bed..
i juz feel that people r juz using mie in wadever they wanna do...
including my parents n bro...
hmms...
i dun have someone who can really be my real confidante right now..
i juz need someone who can really understand mie n give mie advices that i can try to carry out..
hmms..
but the main point is, i would like someone who would love mie fer who i am.. someone who is of the opposite gender..
i juz feel that im kinda ready to be accepting love..
but before that, i need to try to control my short-temperness..
hmmss...
i dun need advices fer this.. i can try to do it myself...
going off,
zazziezannah..
