thursdae.. 30.04.09

a thursdae..

da last dae of april..

tym had been flying past very damn quickly n it juz left mie suffering the tiredness..

this few daes, my eyes have been hurting a lot due to the super lack of sleep..

i juz love my weekends..

it seems to be heaven to mie fer being able to wake up a lil bit late..

school had been kinda tuff fer mie..

but this is reality n i have to face it till i getta hold my dear diploma..

it's my future...

talking bout future, sumtyms i feel lyk nursing is not fer mie..

but then it is the most secure job that singapore can provide fer this economy period..

i tink getting a job this daes will b a suffer fer those who r seeking fer jobs rite now..

so i tink i'll secure my diploma fer now though it's a really tuff ting..

may b i can continue other courses after diploma..

tinking of dentistry or pharmaceutical..

my dream courses..

haha...

i assume i have till this only to share rite now..

will share more bout other tings next tym..




take care alls...

muacks muacks..

xoxo

>> zazziezannah <<

saturdae.. 250409

a saturdae..

da dae dat she dun have 2 go school..

but she kinda feel dat sumting not rite..

not wif da dae.. but wif her lyf n soul..

she feels sooo wrong...

she sum sort of feeling sad.. kinda heartbroken..

juz dunnoe how pour it out..

she culd feel da loneliness filling up her heart..

this made her confuse..

she juz dunnoe wads happening rite now..

she dunnoe wad is da date, da tyme, n who its gonna b..

however, she still feels lyk its not tyme yet 2 end da single mingle tyme..

coz she juz feels too young.. too immature

haha..

urgh.. i tink i wanna end da story of my feelings..

coz i tink it's no use telling my story if i juz merely dunnoe wad 2 sae bout my own feelings..

hahas..

kz all..

posting a blog next tyme..

muacks muacks..

xoxo

>> zazziezannah <<

thursdae.. 230409

hmm..

4 daes after she started her lyf as a 2nd yr nursing student..

n 2mr's fridae..

hmm..

tyme flies though sumtymes u're not having fun at all..

juz dunt understand y..

hahas...

been at school since 8+..

actually she culd have been there earlier..

however coz of da shuttle bus problem that delayed her tyme..

she reached school a lil bit late but not late fer her lecture coz da ting starts at 9 am..

was quite lonely coz diao's n siti's in different class...

bel n nana woke up late 2dae..

so she juz hang ard wif tingting n jess fer lunch n lecture..

hmm..

had her 4 straight hrs of NSL lesson 2dae..

was quite tiring but she tinks dat da lecturer this tyme is a NOT BAD one..

haha...

so overall she wasnt dat bored during da long hours of lessons ah..

hehehs..

okies..

so she tinks dat her blog post's till here only..

no more story 2 tell ah..

coz not much happen 2dae..

'hehehhs...

k lahs all..

take care..

dunt miss mie...

i'll tell u more stories wen i have..

muacks muacks..

xoxo

>> zazziezannah <<

tuesdae.. 21.04.09

hmm...

zazzie had started her lyf as a 2nd yr nursing student at NP...

n she's still clueless bout wad she's doing wif her lyf...

not as a student nurse but as a female adolescent...

she's still clueless bout her real feelings..

but i tink she's clueless coz she has not grown enuff though she may b ardy 18..

she's still da kind who dunt tink lyk wad adolescents her age do...

she still tink dat she's still immature n not ready for any involvement wif other parties other than her frens n family..

hmm...

sumtyms, she may observe peeps that attract her attention a lot...

wen she means a lot, it means dat it's A LOT!!!

hahhas...

but she won't b da type who stalks..

it's juz dat she's kinda attracted to u but not for long..

it may b long sumtyms n this appeals 2 sum peeps only..

da peeps dat made her have da ' i miss u ' feeling is fortunate..

hahhas..

coz if she miss u, it means dat she really miss u..

but her feelings may change..

if u ask her y, she oso dunnoe the reason...

hahah...




k lah...

this post is until here only..

wanna noe more bout wads happening, then wait for her upcoming posts..

she may tell the ' once upon a time story ' ..

hahha..

k take care all...

muacks muacks..

xoxo

>> zazziezannah <<

thursdae...090409

a thursdae...

reminds mie of..... BRO'S BURFDAE!!!

his 15th burfdae...

so fast...

hahahahas...

we grow evrydae...

yup... dat is sooo true...

n 2dae was my last dae in da ward...

hmm...

quite sad 2 leave my dear patients in da ward..

but i cant possibly bringing them home 2 b treated by mie alone aite???

hhahahahahs...

especially 1 of my patients hu is quite young... 

wenever she wans da commode, she'll sae " get mie my subaru..."

dat is fer normal speed, wich also mins dat her feel 2 pass wadever tings dat she wanna pass is not til da stage of urgency..

dare was 1 dae wen she wan mie 2 bring her a F1 instead of da normal subaru...

she said dat she really nid da speed....

hahhahahas...

she's hilarious...

hmmm...

miss her lots...

k lah babes..

gtg now...

going 2 sleep...

xoxo 

>>zazziezannah<<

tuesdae...070409

tuesdae..

it reminds mie of.... ADELE'S BURFDAE!!!!

HAPPY BURFDAE DIAO!!!!

hmm... 

2dae's attachment is quite a touching one..

da patient dat reminds mie a lot of my late grandma, had been discharged though her condition is olwaes da same..

hmm...

juz feeling quite touched juz now wen i c her being taken awae frm da ward by stretchers...

hmm..

i tink my nursing mentality is olmos there...

i'm easily touched.. olmos by anyting...

: ' (

i juz feel lyk i'm getting used 2 da lyf of being a nurse... but i'm still in a bit of doubt...

coz fer now i'm easily taken in by negative comments... coz its made by 1 of da HCAs...

i juz dunnoe wads wrong wif her psychologically...

i was duing 2 cups of milo fer my patients... 

then she came by...

she asked mie wad was i duing, so i sae i'm making milo ah...

i was lyk putting sum milo powder in both da cups...

then i put in sum hot water ah...

then wen i wanna bring it 2 my patients, she called mie..

" y u nvr put milk?? obviously u nvr du housework bfer izit??? "

WA LAO...

i was feeling lyk spanking her...

BASKET...

da reason i dun wanna put milk coz both my patients dun wan any milk in it...

she was quite pai seh...

if i can spank  her, i du ardy...

busy body...

URGHHHHH!!!

i tot she wont disturb mie anymore...

but wen i was in da disposal room 2 trow da urine n wash da bedpan, she came in again....

she came in at da moment wen i juz threw da bedpan cover wich is made of paper...

she asked mie wad did i trow in da general waste, then i sae bedpan paper ah...

she asked mie again, got urine or not???

then i sae ah, " OF CORZ NOT AH!!!"

then i was lyk swearing n swearing in my heart....

 WA LAO...

i nvr find fault wif u then dun find fault wif mie ah...

coz i noe im da only malae gurl frm ngee ann poly posted 2 da ward...

y got dis type of people hu juz dunnoe where they stand in my eyes??

i nvr disturb u if u nvr disturb mie ah...

ass..

ok i tink enuff bout dat....

let mie talk bout sumting dat u all may not b intrested in...

hahahhahas...

bout da ting dat i talked bout in da last post...

noe wad???

da sundae...050409

i went fer my religious class ah..

then i took my usual bus home..

wen i was lyk listening 2 da music dat was blasting in my ear, he took da same bus wif  mie n he said " eh hie.. u take frm where??"

i was shocked..

dint expect it 2 happen...

" ouh frm heartland mall bustop..."

>> "so far... y??"

" noting..."

hmm.. 

i was quite happy... but i tink my feeling was mixed ah...

i juz dunnoe how 2 describe it...

hehehehehes...

k lah all...

going now...

nid 2 du my case study...

bubbyes all....

muacks muacks....

xoxo

>> zazziezannah <<