sundae...290309

hmm...

hey all...

feeling quite down rite now...

juz now wen i was on da wae home after religious class, i was tinking bout sumting dat i find it weird 2 tink bout...

was feeling jealous bout sumting i shuldnt b...

was bout a guy fren hu had drifted awae frm mie after we joined another class...

fer bout 1 munth plus we havent talked...

coz i juz dint noe da reason..

i juz dunnoe y...

hmm...

kinda miss talking 2 him n taking da same bus home...

hmm...

i noe dat i shuldnt feel dis wae...

hmm...

: (

k lah babes...

going now... 

go n tink bout dis stuff...

xoxo

bubbyes....

>> zazziezannah<<

wednesdae...250309

a wedsnesdae...

da dae dat notes dat my attchmnt had started fer da 1st week...

its kinda making miie damn tired but i've got a lil bit of tym 2 spare since i worked AM shift 2dae n PM shift 2mr..

hmm..

2dae had been a dae full of panic , depress, n all sorts of negative feelings 2wards da patients as well as da staff nurse...

u imagine urself being scolded coz of da patient's action...

ok tell u 1 of my xperience fer 2dae...

patient wanted 2 go 2 da toilet...

so i brought her dare by commode...

1/2 wae 2 da toilet, patient was trying 2 get off da commode...

n my ward is a neuro ward...

neuro mins it has sumting dat have 2 du wif da brain...

wa lao..

then da ward sister saw..

she asked mie y did i push da commode so quickly...

ware got...

normal pace wad...

ASS..!!

then i sent da patient 2 da assisted bath room...

da ward sister had told my staff nurse..

then she came...

tot dat she wanna sae dat next tym i shuld b careful...

instead, she said " y? thin patient oso cannot handle ah??"

wa lao...

dat moment i feel lyk breaking down sia...

i oso felt lyk shouting back at her ah...

she's a damn ASS ah...

heard dat 2mr she's going back 2 her country.... phillippines

so wadever...

i juz wish sumting will happen dat i dunt wanna type down here...

hmm...





k lah...

gotta go now..

tired ardy ah...

hhahahas...

gonna sleep...

bubbbyes...

>> zazziezannah <<

wednesdae...180309

da last wednesdae bfer my attachment at sgh starts...

a 3 week full of attachment...

it also means dat i have 2 put my skills 2 da test...

n it also means dat i'm gonna b damn tired...

i juz kinda dread it...

hmm...

i tink coz of da working tym n shoes dat i'm wearing currently fer work...

it juz tires mie A LOT!!!!

i hate it 2 da core!!!

gonna buy new shoes...!!!

i dunt care...

its my own choice...

hehehes..

n y i sae dat i hate da working tym is coz i hate 2 wake up early..

its not juz early...

its damn early lah..

imagine waking up at bout 430 am!!!

wuld u want 2 du it??

i tink shuld b a no, rite??

hmhmmmm...

ok done fer attachment complains...

let mie talk bout ytd...

hmmm..

ytd went 2 E!HUB at downtown east, pasir ris..

went dare 2 bowl...

a few yrs since i last bowl...

hmm..

was nice but was really feeling dat i was still a SUPER noobie lah...

my hand was so stiff...

hahahsh...

da gutter will b da 1 dat olwaes get my ball n not da pins..

hhhhehehehehehs...

dats how noobie i m...

hahhas...

but da nice part was my lane was near my bro's fren's lane..

n my bro's fren hu is a chinese had a bro...

n da bro is damn hot 2 mie...

i melted da moment i c his face..

hahhahahaahs...

hmmmm...

evry ware i go will olwaes have sum1 dat i lyk....

hehehhs...

siao....

but really ah, i'm lyk imagining his face rite now..

can tell dat he's a lil mix here n dare...

u noe, he look lyk he's chinese + eurasian...

woooo...

hot stuff...

juz cant stand being melted...

heheehes...




k lah..

if u all wanna comment juz drop it in da whispers corner....

hehehehs... *ching ching*

k...

bubbyes...

take care all...

xoxo

>> zazziezannah <<

going...going.... goiNG.... GONE!!!!

wednesdae...110309

a wednesdae...

da dae dat my dear bro went fer his 3 daes 2 nites camp at PULAU UBIN...

was bored n is bored...

went out wif parents 2 tampines n geylang...

da joo chiat area lah...

but i was feeling so lonely w/o my bro wif mie..

hmmm..

i juz feel so happy wen i'm wif him...

sumtyms we du argue or even fight...

but he's da only 1 dat can make mie happy other than my gurlfrens n parents...

hmm..

i tink dis wil go on even though i may b attached in da future wif a guy of my dream...

hmm...

talking about getting attached, i juz remembered sumting bout my lyf...

hmm..

coz wen i looked at da calender in my phone, i planned 2 get married at d age of 24...

coz da date 150215 fall on a sundae wich is a usual dae dat malay couples hold their wedding ceremony...

but looking at myself now, i dunt even tink about love though i may ardy b 18...

wich is lyk 6 yrs awae frm da age of 24...

hmm...

i've got A LOT of crushes but NOT love even once....

i got no EX...

hahahahs...

but it still dunt make mie feel lyk a ' DESPO' to get attached...

coz i'm lyk finding da 1st love n make it da last love...

but i noe dat it may not b possible coz its sumting dat is VERY VERY VERY RARE....

wad i min by rare is dat it only happens 2 certain people...

hmm....

but stil i'm NOT feeling quite troubles by my own love lyf..

dunt worry peeps...

i noe wad 2 du n love lyf is meant 2 b taken care by GOD...

so i'll juz go on wif my own single-mingle lyf fer now till i'm 20 or 21...

hehehes....




k lahs babes...

going now...

i tink dats da story of my lyf fer 2dae.... ; )

so ya....

blog again may b 2mr of i got da tym...

coz may b i'm going out again 2mr...

juz 2 kill my boredom dat i hate 2 da core...

hhehehehes...

kz all...

take care...!!

xoxo

>> zazziezannah <<

going...going...goiNG... GONE!!!!

tuesdae...100309

hmm...

a tuesdae...

da dae dat marks dat 2mr my bro will b going fer another 3 daes 2 nites camp...

hmmm...

gonna b bored again at home wif my parents only...

hmm...

gonna miss talking 2 him bfer i getta sleep...


dis tym round he's going 2 PULAU UBIN..

hmm...

heard a few scary stories bout dat particular island...

but wad 2 du...

i cannot b keeping my bro in da house 24/7 fer all his life rite..

so gotta let him go..

he have been going camp after camp..

alwaez been leaving mie only wif either da computer or my macky...

hmmm...

its been a wile since i go out only wif him...

planned 2 go shopping wif him only dis coming sundae wile my parents go over 2 my grand's house 2 discuss bout a certain matter wif my father's siblings...

hmm...

juz dunnoe y i juz dunt feel lyk dropping by 2 da place...

hmm...

i juz merely dunnoe y n plz dun ask mie y...

; )




k lahs babes...

i tink dats all dat i'm gonna share wif u all 2dae...

i may write in 2mr again coz of my boredom...

hmmm...

k lahs...

bubbyes...

xoxo

going...going...goiNG... GONE!!!!!

saturdae...070309

a saturdae...

had 2 wake up early...

sumting dat i hate wen its my holidae...

but had sumting on...

volunteered 2 du da EXTREME MAKEOVER fer da elderly's house..

posted 2 lavender area...

met siti n fu yang at da escalator of lavender mrt....

hmmm....

st 1st i dint wanna go but my good side of my soul keep asking mie 2 go..

so i followed my good side...

heheheehs...

ya started work at 830 after our briefing...

we moved out all her belongings 1st 2 da corridor...

it was A LOT...!!!

dat part ardy tires mie...

but i had 2 go on...

my task was 2 remove all da stuff dat i find not useful fer her...

but wen i ask her if i can trow da stuff awae, she sae " NO NO"

hmmm...

so i had 2 juz gather it sumware lah...

dis went on till 530..

it was sooo damn tiring but hmm...

i tink i find it quite touching lah..

u noe 2 bring smile 2 da elderly at d end of da dae...

hmm =)

okies...

i tink if i go on telling u all da stories of wad had happened oso i tink it'll bore u all...

hehehehes... ; )

; ) ; ) ; )




k lahs all...

will post more wen dare r events or wen i'm lyk really damn bored...

hehehehs...

take care all....

xoxo

>> zazziezannah <<

tuesdae...030309

a tuesdae...

da 3rd of da 3rd munth in yr 2009...

tym flies even though i'm lyk soo damn bored at home...

juz dunnoe wad 2 du except fer waking up n sleep late...

hmmm...

wen i tot of going out, da clouds seems 2 understand wad i wanna du n so it rained fer olmos da whole dae...

planned 2 go gym in da morning but then i woke up late so it equals 2 staeing at home...

hmmm....

i dint expect my lyf 2 turn out 2 b damn boring...

da ting i wanna du now is 24 hrs of shopping...

shopping all ard s'pore...

buy stuffs dat i love...

new shoes, clothes, watches, accessories...

da normal stuff dat a gurl wuld buy...

hmm...

i juz feel lyk pouring out all my money on shopping but i wuld b called crazy if i du dat..

i'm not bonded wif any hospitals n yet i wanna du dat kind of stuff...

it wuld b different if i'm lyk working rite now...

but wen i came 2 tink bout working, it kind of freak mie out...

coz its sooo damn tiring...

hahahahhahhs..

but its reality rite...

u dunt expect sum1 2 b studying all her lyf rite...

hahahhahaahs...

hmmms...







so ok i tink i dun hav any more 2 share wif u all..

ok lah...

take care all....

xoxo

>> zazziezannah <<

sundae...010309

a sundae...

it appears evry end of each week..

i juz feel lyk going out 2dae...

but da clouds juz cant resist frm raining...

hmmm

wad 2 du..

dats y they r called clouds...

clouds produce rain...

but i juz feel soooo damn bored...

juz wanna go out n hang out sumware...

juz feel lyk going shopping sumware...

may b white sands...

go buy sum accessories fer myself...

hmmm...

bored is da word fer 2dae..

may b going town 2mr...

fer sum purposes...

hmm...

k lah babes...

gtg now...

play more facebook...

hehehes...

>> zazziezannah <<